Got a touch od strep throat coming on. I have been indulging with my three new best friends, butter, sugar and wheat and I met a new lover, Dark Hot Chocolate. Strep throat is painful and knocks me out for days. The thing that occurred today is that I don’t really have strep throat. What I have is an indication of where I am out of balance and not paying attention in my body. If I honor my Higher Mind and listen, I would notice the little signs she gives me instead of waiting for ego to show me by making my body ill. Ha! So get this.
Strep throat represents many stifled creativity, unexpressed words and repressed anger. Well, I have been biting back my irritation for the last several days and I knew it. I have also been stifling my irritation with myself over how fat and out of shape I’ve become.
So ego started fucking with my body and I still ignored it. I was keeping my irritation inside and ego was doing its job: telling me subtly and then loudly. Here I am seeing ego’s real purpose and saying thank you, Ego. I capitalized her here because she was acting in divinity in service. So I am seeing her radiance.
Now, what to do about the anger and irritation. Well, I ‘m gonna go write it out and then see how I feel. I bet ya this strep goes no further!
In order for the miracle to fully manifest in the outside world, there has to be alignment on the inside. So if you will hold me in miraculous sight and I do my inner work all while knowing that I Am not truly sick but rather out of alignment, then I should be over the strep as soon as I finish my shadow work.
Thank you for seeing who I Am.